how big is baby? the size of a pumpkin
weight gain/loss? +30-ish lbs
stretch marks? all over my hips, but none on my bump (strange)
maternity clothes? yes, and I'm so sick of wearing the same 6 shirts over and over and over and over again...
sleep? still sleeping in the guest room; John installed a new ceiling fan in there and it's so cool and comfortable, plus I love having a big bed to myself
food cravings? popsicles, ice cream, and anything frozen
symptoms? swollen feet and ankles, sciatic nerve pain, heavy breathing, a slight waddle
signs of labor? cervix is still getting shorter, but no dilation or effacement
sex of baby? girl
movement? rolling, pushing, and one big flip (see below)
belly button? it's out!
what I'm worrying about: well, we received some interesting news at our most recent appointment - after several weeks of being confirmed in the head-down position, baby is now breech. My OB gave us two options: try an external version (manipulating from the outside to try and get the baby to turn) or schedule a c-section. Given that it's late in the pregnancy and baby will only be getting bigger by the week, it's going to be harder to get her to turn, plus the risks of doing an external version are pretty scary and the success rate isn't awesome (only around 58%). Plus, there's always a chance she could flip back after the procedure and I'd end up having to have a c-section anyways. Although it's definitely not my first choice of how to give birth, I decided to schedule a c-section for Monday, June 24 when I'll be 39 weeks. There is still a small possibility that she could turn in the next week (we'll know for sure at our appointment next Friday), but my OB isn't optimistic. So, on top of feeling anxious about having a baby in general, now I'm feeling anxious about going through major surgery and dealing with a more complicated recovery. I keep reminding myself that I'm doing what's best to ensure a healthy baby, but the truth is that I'm really scared.
what I'm loving: the nursery is done and it's adorable!
what I'm worrying about: well, we received some interesting news at our most recent appointment - after several weeks of being confirmed in the head-down position, baby is now breech. My OB gave us two options: try an external version (manipulating from the outside to try and get the baby to turn) or schedule a c-section. Given that it's late in the pregnancy and baby will only be getting bigger by the week, it's going to be harder to get her to turn, plus the risks of doing an external version are pretty scary and the success rate isn't awesome (only around 58%). Plus, there's always a chance she could flip back after the procedure and I'd end up having to have a c-section anyways. Although it's definitely not my first choice of how to give birth, I decided to schedule a c-section for Monday, June 24 when I'll be 39 weeks. There is still a small possibility that she could turn in the next week (we'll know for sure at our appointment next Friday), but my OB isn't optimistic. So, on top of feeling anxious about having a baby in general, now I'm feeling anxious about going through major surgery and dealing with a more complicated recovery. I keep reminding myself that I'm doing what's best to ensure a healthy baby, but the truth is that I'm really scared.
what I'm loving: the nursery is done and it's adorable!
best moment this week? nesting is in full force and we tackled some major house projects - washing windows and blinds, re-painting the front door, hanging a new house number plaque, and buying a new rug for the living room
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